Posts with tag: "cancer stinks"
The best laid plans...
Wednesday, April 20, 2016
The best laid plans...

I had all the best intentions.. I planned, jotted down, drew out and put on paper my goals for this year.  My biggest source of frustration is always a marketing plan, and how to get the word out about what we are doing here.  It was thrilling to have it all done, really done and entered into my calendar.  To have it all laid out per each week of the year, what promos I am running, how many people I need to service this year, the themes of my fun events.. when to design info pieces to send out, when to send them all out... AHHH, the control and organization, it felt SOO good!  BUT alas, I am again side railed by what seems to be God's plan for my life and it never seems to be the one I thought it was going to be.  My mother was recently re-diagnosed with breast cancer, and for those of you that know her (or I) you know she was almost 5 years cancer free.  We thought the crap she had to endure last time was a lot; double mastectomy, lymphs taken from her arm, chemo, radiation, some of you know the drill.  After many in our family noticed her dramatic weight loss since November, she finally went in to get some checking done.  She went everywhere but the cancer doc's place, because I think she knew that her biggest fear might be realized and she wasn't ready to face it...and I don't blame her.Now we sit with a crummy diagnosis.. Metastatic ...